Bitch.

Boy : I love you
Girl : :)
Boy : Don't you love me?
Girl : I'll love you, But..
Boy :?
Girl : You shouldn't tell anybody we are in love.
: You shouldn't save our chats.
: You shouldn't talk to me in front of others as to a girlfriend.
: You shouldn't ask me to marry you!
: I'll never tell I love you. But love is there.
: Don't pamper a lot. I don't like it. Don't act like a kid.

And the Boy agreed!!

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Boy: Honey
Girl: :)

One month later.
Boy: Honey
Girl: I'm not your honey. I'm nobody's honey.

Boy : Sweetheart
Girl : :)

Two months later.
Boy: Sweetheart
Girl: I'm not your sweetheart. I'm nobody's sweetheart.

Boy : Darling
Girl : :)

Three months later.
Boy: Darling
Girl: Call me my name.
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You can guess what happened then. He got what he deserved for that foolish deal.

Moral: Don't go long after the girl who don't love you. There is a lot of fishes in the sea.

Diwali

I was in 6th standard, when I heard the word Diwali for the 1st time. We had a chapter in Hindi about Diwali. But the name seemed strange as we, keralates hardly celebrate it. Then after a long time, the neighbors decided to celebrate it. With small lights[wots its name? arti?]. But I was in hostel that time.

Now, here in bangalore, Diwali is a big festival here. I can hear the crackers everywhere. Lights, sounds. But all my roommates were in Kerala. I missed them very badly. We could have a blast here together. :( Here in company, I stay with the owners and co-workers. Since last two days, I was telling them about celebrating Diwali. None showed interest.

In front of our company, there live two 'crackers'! ya 2 girls with 6 boys. At noon they were teaching the girls driving kinetic. The girls always wear small trousers. Always. So you know how interesting is the kinetic teaching for us to watch!! I was very disappointed seeing all this. Life of a system admin sucks. I didn't see a good girl for the last two weeks. Always in front of the system. N at evening 'crackers' started bursting crackers, waving the Color wands n all. I was disappointed once again. Somehow I could convince others the idea of celebrating Diwali. And at last me and three others bought some crackers from Madiwala market.

It is the first time I'm celebrating Diwali. In Kerala we burst crackers on vishu[new year according to kerala calender]. So we started here in front of the company. Opposite to us those girls and boys. I saw those girls in full dress for the first time. Mmm. Not bad!

Me and Saju
The idea was to become a kid once again. I think the festivals are to celebrate. Whats the meaning of working all time and saving the money just to show our bank balance[well not us, about the one who saves]. In the house next to us lives one couples in middle ages. I think they celebrated Diwali better than anyone else in Bangalore. It was nice to see them enjoying in this age.

Me, Aswath and Shinto

Shuhib and Shinto
Anyway happy Diwali to all. Thanks for my buddies Sajulal, Aswath, Shinto and Shuhib for the 1st Diwali celebration in my life. Prakash and his brother for just bearing us, the employees. :) And my roommates, I missed you all very badly. Yes I missed the Cheers family[cheriyan, Abi, Kiran n team] too.

You name it

Some programs are hard coded. It doesn't matter how beautifully u modified it, you just cant save it. Girls are like that. Just like that..

Random Thoughts

Sometimes we tell/write things,
What we are not actually meant.
And in all those times,
Others take it not as we told/wrote too.

Pathetic oblivion!

I know you are here. Somewhere,
Hating to see me near or far!
I know your love is gone. Forever,
Trying to let go of the pain so fast.
But I'm not searching for the reasons. Anymore,
The reasons which can't give me, u back.
But I'm digging the old memories now.
To feel your love more and more.

A Swine flu tale!

I was fighting with Apache SSL. That time I’d a slight cold. A little breathing trouble also. Sanjith looked at me. I told it is Swine flu. A few heads turned back from the students section! After some sneezing, I left the Apache and went room. Roomies stared making fun of me. I took some paracetamol and slept.

In the evening, Director Vivek entered the room. Seeing me he told, “This is swine flu, you are going to die.” I looked his eyes. There was so much confidence in those. I started doubting myself.

Next two days I took sick leave! I was laying in the bed. Mob rang. It was a student.

Me :Hello
Student: Hello sir. When is class today?
Me: I’m having fever. I’m not coming today. Ask Sanjith.
Student: Ok sir. Take 2 weeks leave sir. Don’t come to institute.
Hung up!

After sometime,

It was another one.

Me: Hello
Student: Hello. Heard today is Windows class. When is it sir.
Me: I’m sick. I’m not coming today. I’ve no idea. Ask Sanjith.
Student: Fever? U saw doctor? Go home sir. Don’t come to class.

I decided to go home!! But 2 drinkers came from Chennai and Hyderabad just for fun! I decided to go after two days. Of course they had lot of fun!!

Next day the news of the death of Bangalore lady came. In the evening I found myself in the bus. Seeing my runny nose, guy next to me stared me for a sec. As if he is looking at a pig. I told it is just cold. I tested. I could saw relax in his face.

I reached home and started treatment under mom and dad. I heard it costs 10k to test H1N1 in Kerala. Next moment my fever is gone. But after the first vomiting, I decided to consult a doctor. Examining the x-ray doctor said it is because of sinusitis. Got medicines and now I’m fine.

In Bangalore all was wearing Masks! In Kerala I found none with that. One guy in Bangalore was wearing mask inside his air conditioned Innova!! I recalled old memories of how the road got blocked in our small village after the threat of Tsunami!!

My childhood friend!

In those days we thought only about us.
We wandered here and there playing,
Sharing all those chocolates we got.
When I sang, u laughed.
when u laughed, I cried.
And then you danced!
When you got into any problem,
I stayed with you,
Holding your hands,
Taking the responsibility of all those things you've done,
wiping your tears..
Till the darkness we sat on that bench,
thinking will we be scolded?
Last we departed saying I'll talk for you,
promising, I wont tell its you did it.
Thus we got our shares for each other.
but we smiled, kissing those wounds,
hugging each other.
As days went on,
age created a wall between us.
We shared our problems no more,
now we hardly speak for another.

We can never be those little cute innocent ones again..
But cant we be friends forever?

Hurt and Heart

"Hurt can reach only the hearts which love"

I was..

How many times, I acted like a kid to you.
How many times, I felt u as my little cute daughter.

There were days, I'd lived for you.
There were days, You cared me a lot.

May be someday,
I'll sit back and think all these, shyly..
Realizing, We were I was mad about you..